“My best friend got cancer, my other friend’s mom died, my parents are moving, one friend came out and I’m in fucking japan. It’s like my life is a sappy coming of age movie with out the relatable quirkiness, and it’ll go on forever unless it doesn’t. I’m just waiting to turn into an adult so I can handle all this and control my emotions but I don’t think that’s how it works”

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Also jsyk I don’t want to die and the thought of actually dying is a new source of anxiety for me. I wasn’t always like this. I remember being suicidal/and having suicidal ideation and being at peace with the thought of death but now I’m just a basic bitch

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I mean, it's like I mean it's like I know y'all, but I don't know y'all, you know? I mean, we cool, but we ain't cool.

You know, it's like my niggas, but y'all ain't my niggas.

I mean it's like I know y'all, but I don't know y'all, man.

I mean it's like I fuck with y'all, but I don't fuck with y'all, man!

I mean, it's like we boys, but But we ain't boys.

- Atlanta (2016) s01e10 Episode

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