What I want


A small house in a quiet area with a yard I can relax in and grow herbs Or A 3 bedroom apartment with a balcony


A fat chihuahua


A boyfriend that is caring and funny and supportive, bearded, thicc, tolerant of my weakness


Either to like my body or to change it


Self control, control over my emotions


Stability


To be adored


To feel like I deserve love


Feet that are one size smaller


To feel like belong, to feel at home somewhere


To feel normal


To like what I do, or at least not have to do things I don’t want to at work


To have energy and focus to have a hobby


To travel


Afford clothes, have a distinct style


I’m that friend that’s either in the corner waiting to go home, or I’m nervously talking over everyone and telling jokes. There’s no in between. My whole personality is just: funny friend, crop tops, chai latte, depression